REVOLVING AROUND...

Honesty and appreciation,

Success after hard work,

Luck that strikes every unfortunate day,

The passion that drives you,

The dreams that you chase...

Happiness that you see around,

The faces that return your smile,

The hearts that pray for you,

The many hugs that shows love,

The tears that is true,

losing loved ones,

The love that is all yours,

The smiles that are not faked,

Learning from mistakes,

The money that buys you good looks,

The minds that think like you,

The hearts that laugh with you,

The rain that showers down.. the breeze, sunset and sunrise the all existing forms of nature,

Earth that nurtures,

Miracles and celebrations,

The lips that sing with you,

The hands that work with you,

Letters, mails and phone calls,

Mother’ love that you look for on rare occasions :P

The cobwebbed old junk that sweeps you by a wave of reminiscence,

The dreams that you half remember,
That piece of memory of a ladle, some old tree, a forgotten nanny, kindergarten teacher, the smell of her saree, the first person you loved without knowing it yourself;

The person whom you thought you loved even before you could understand,

The bless yous after sneezes,

The music and colours that paint your life,

The friend who stood by,

Living thru broken hearts,

The eyes that never fail to understand,

Those impatient moments,

The stranger who saved your life,

Some kind souls on the road,

All creatures large and small, creation, beauty and the awestruck you,

The pain, the fear, the love, the guilt, the joY of
Sharing =)

That fakeness you can’t accept,

That child in you that wishes to relive.. that one soul who pampers it,

Ears that hear you through,

That hot meal for the hungry you,

Steaming coffee and nothing more,

The no one who became some one to you; some someone who is now your everything,

The job that you'd kill for,

That head nod that finishes your sentence,

shoulders that you depend upon,

The silence that is all that you need sometimes...,

And that one person who stands by forever

And that another person and another and another that you never wanna loose…

The heart that beats for you..

Revolving around..

contradictions on road...

I was on a return journey from Kovalam with my class, after a field trip. The breeze from the window that stormed into the bus literally thawed me since I was frozen by the ocean already!! As the bus went past ECR , entering into the mainstream city there was a very pleasant feeling of familiarity in the busy city road although I love nature more than traffic!
Everyone on the road seemed to be traveling with me towards a destination. An immediate connection with the city was felt by my heart. The closer i went near college, more familiar the path, more love to the familiarity grew from within.In few minutes my love reached no bound as i stepped out of the bus into the college road.

After waving bye to my class, I asked one of my friends whom I had promised to drop home to wait at the entrance so that I could bring the vehicle.
There at the parking lot my Aunt's pleasure winked at me and asked "seems like you are in love with your co travelers?" "come mount me and see if you still feel the same" it chided me. With puzzled thoughts I started the engine with my friend out of the campus... Out of the love...

All the vehicles behind, after and beside me appeared enemies! Ones at the back were an everliving threat to my lead over them! Ones in the front- Factors of Jealousy! The motors on either side resembled killing machines you see in old Tamil movies, sharp metal tools edging towards you, ready to kill anytime! All of us try to overtake, to ride over, to win...
There is time when you breathe, at the signals(I usually turn off the engine) but you can still hear the cries of all the beasts that are ready to charge, You see a green light and next microsecond a shrill horn follows and there, restores the rat race again!!
Where are we all going??????always in a hurry...

Nocturnal Lives...

The night's calmness begins to grow deeper and silence spreads, that is when your mind slowly starts to alienate your conscience from you even as you drift off to a blissful experience -
The phenomena of sleep!
Most of the normal people enjoy this biological marvel without acknowledging its significance;

But there are others like Owls, Rats, Bats, Sssnakess and 'ME' who wake up to our sense's maximum potential only then! I feel this sudden surge of energy gushing through my veins and that gives way to a broader vision and thinking(Yes, Yes.. That's also when I write things like this.He He); I feel a million arrows speeding to bore my mind with - Ideas, Plans, Strategies, Scheduling, Urge to clean my house, Urge to go cycling, to sing, to watch movies, To walk alone enjoying Night's company;

Before I could take these thoughts to a step ahead, I get warnings from my poor mom and dad who blame my nocturnal mode of action for the occasional uneasy bellows that strikes the insides of my temple resonating and echoing into the the hollow of my skull - Normal ppl like mum and dad refer to it as 'headache'..
With not much of choices left, I see a obliged me(woaw..obliging daughter.. at least at one part of the day..oops night!)walking to the bed to stare into the still darkness above, which would soon image into the same boring sight- A ceiling and a fan every night...

Sinshu

WHAT THINKING COULD DO TO YOU....

When life seems complicated and all messed up, and when you feel your head is just about to burst throwing out fragments of something that seems familiar (you will identify it as your thoughts a little later)- Now that's when you start acting!
Before you reach this state of saturation, when all the symptoms are surfacing , it gives you a signal- A signal to stop thinking...When you obey the signal you can rule your head and help it from collapsing; After all, whatever bothered you is not all that complicated as you think it is.
Your(poor) head needs time to digest what has just entered it, even before the process starts we
overload it with more and more thoughts trying to find solution,
RESULT - INDIGESTION! Which is not what we want, cause the indigestion has so many side effects which in turn will shoot back at you if shown!
Examples :

Side Effect 1 : Irritation

Result : If you live with your parents and they have no clue of what you are
undergoing(INDIGESTION), when your irritation spurts at them you end up
getting screwed!!!!!!!

Side Effect 2 : Frowning, wrinkled, worried face
Result : You never know when you would bump into someone whom you've always
liked.. You woludn't want to look like a moron the first ever time you see them!!!
Even otherwise most of us look like monkeys when worried.
(Clarification - Monkeys look very cute but you won't look cute if you resemble a monkey!)

Side Effect 3 : Sleeplessness- THE WORST

Result : Should I even tell you??? Yes.. Exactly, I know! !
This is something none of us would want to experience especially when you
have a cerfew!
Ya..??
Side Effect 4 : Memory Loss
Result : You very advantageously forget important things(may be not to you,
still)like submissions, Lab coats, Seminars, Doing any work for that matter!

Side Effect 5 : WORSE THAN THE WORST- ThIs!!!
Result : This- Doing what I'm doing now and putting so many people's minds into
trouble, making them think, try comprehend all the scribbling I do!
This is very bad and involves public interest,! you sometimes end up
killing your friends by thinking aloud .. Poor souls pay up for the sin of deciding
to listen to you!
AND THE LIST GOES ON.......
So before none of the above happen, all you have to do, is to stop thinking and breathe.. Easy! (But don't sleep off when you take this deep breath)
When your brain is ready enough It'll let you know. When it could comprehend your trouble, it means that cunning little thing very well knows the solution! So be patient and use it to the fullest.. Saves Time!
Try this!

P.S. Don't sue me if it doesn't work :) Try and let us all know a better method if you happen to stumble upon one!

Nanri... Danke.. Shukran.. Shukriya.. Thankyou
Sinshu

[It was supposed to be Sindhu-- a spello but I'm not going to correct, gives a Chinese touch :) ]